it was my first love till the first one came along....

it took her 2 years to be convinced, it took him 2 seconds..  perhaps resistance or just reservation..  what others see, you are always blind too..  two people very much alike but consumed by other lives..  a voice, a note is all she needed until it is taken away and thought to never return..  does one give up or give hope that there will be that "one" time you be able to speak your true feelings, perhaps just your gratitude for a friendship you thought you would never be privileged to again..  in this circle of life, it's choices and decisions that are made by others and presumed onto you, you wish if you will and wish if you may..  two souls that have searched a lifetime and settled for what was in the 'meantime' can now live the first day of the rest of their lives!!